All alone on the road
feel like a public restroom
wonder if someday I'll be find
for my mom before I'm owned

just wonder if I'm just gon'
fall in love with yourself or my own
fuck my wrongs
just took my phone
and call the lifestyle wisdom

now I'm in a hole with the hope on the floor
prove I'm wrong
just give me back my 12 years just wanna be that kid again
just wanna never be on the ground
and run and run

can I stay around
just sold me hope
so I'm inside her list now
cutting my hair with a knife is it wrong
I'm probably wrong

I'm on a drive I don't give a fuck
I don't wanna have a reason
one helps a million but a million can't help one
and when I'm done I say to y'all
you are my friend
and I wish that we could live together as one

I HEAR TOO MANY THINGS GOT ME AWAKE NOW

BEEN TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M NOT DONE

BEEN TRYNA TAKE CONTROL OF MY SPACE NOW

SINCE I WAS 12 IT'S JUST GETTING WORSE, WORSE

I WONDER IF I'M JUST IN MY HEAD A LOT

OR IF IT'S WORSE I DON'T KNOW

CAN YOU TALK TO ME?

TELL ME IF YOU FAIL OR YOU WANNA QUIT

CAN YOU TALK TO ME?

TELL ME IF IT HURTS WHEN I TOUCH YOUR SKIN

CAN YOU LET ME SEE?

LET ME TELL YOU IT'S WORSE WHEN YOU OVERTHINK

I SEE THE PICTURES ON MY MIRROR

AND THE RAIN FALLS THROUGH MY EYES

SEE THE MOMENTS

I DON'T KNOW WHERE WE'RE AT

BUT I WANNA GO RIGHT BACK

SEE THE MOMENTS

I DON'T KNOW WHERE WE'RE AT

BUT I WANNA GO RIGHT BACK

Got me every time, every time you calling

I was running, I've been running, I've been falling

And I don't care at all, I was tryna make you grow

I don't care at all, I was tryna flip my wrong

Guilty pleasures, same expressions, I'm recalling

Explanations, new sensations, got me going

And I don't care at all, OCD got me fucked up

Another night and less sleep, more prescriptions I throw

Another night and less sleep, more prescriptions I throw

I JUST HAVE TO FIND THE WAY

START AGAIN

DON'T BREAK ME, BREAK ME

I'M INSIDE A TROUBLED LAKE

I FEEL AFRAID OF WHAT LIFE BRINGS OVER

LET ME TOUCH YOUR SKIN AGAIN TILL THE SUN RISE OVER

LET ME TRY TO BE MYSELF I WAIT UNTILL THE TIME IS OVER

I'VE BEEN QUESTIONING MY EXPERIENCES I LIVED A LIE

COULDN'T KNOW THAT I WAS WRONG

IT FELT ALONE INSIDE

I'M STRESSING

TIME'S PROGRESSING

BONES ARE BREAKING

HUNDREDS WASTING

ALWAYS LATE AND I'M A WASTE

WHITE GIRL PLEASE TAKE ME BACK

I JUST HAVE TO FIND THE WAY

START AGAIN

DON'T BREAK ME, BREAK ME

I'M INSIDE A TROUBLED LAKE

I FEEL AFRAID OF WHAT LIFE BRINGS OVER

LET ME TOUCH YOUR SKIN AGAIN TILL THE SUN RISE OVER

LET ME TRY TO BE MYSELF I WAIT UNTILL THE TIME IS OVER

I'VE BEEN QUESTIONING MY EXPERIENCES I LIVED A LIE

COULDN'T KNOW THAT I WAS WRONG

IT FELT ALONE INSIDE

I'M STRESSING

TIME'S PROGRESSING

BONES ARE BREAKING

HUNDREDS WASTING

ALWAYS LATE AND I'M A WASTE

WHITE GIRL PLEASE TAKE ME BACK

MY MIND ALWAYS TEXT ME EVERY TIME I'M BOUT TO SLEEP

I WAS TRYNA RUN AWAY, BUT EVERY TIME I FREEZE

FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT I WAS LYING TO

FOR ALL THE TIMES THAT I WAS PAIN FOR YOU

YOU CAN CONTROL ME, MAYBE

BUT YOU CAN'T BLAME ME

STARRING EVERY TIME THAT I WAS TRAPPED, AIN'T FEELING FINE

BUT EVERY NIGHT A CANDLE LIGHT I LIGHT, DON'T SHUT IT

WHY I CAN'T MAKE NEW BEGINNINGS

WHY I CAN'T FIND NEW FEELINGS

I was tryna see, now I don't know,

Started with a doubt, got me making songs.

I don't even know if I fall in love,

Started with a — started with a doubt,

Got me making songs.

Every time I move, every time you lost,

I don't wanna try, rather fail and lie.

Spend a lot of reasons, tell me what I got.

Every time I did so, I was trying,

Every pill that I lean low.

Sometimes I wanna do go,

Sometimes I wanna do go.

And right now I'm feeling heavy —

Fuck, I was so alive.

Tell me if you — tell me if you, Tell me if you care.

And right now I'm feeling heavy —

Fuck, I was so alive.

Tell me if you — Tell me if you, tell me if you care,

Tell me if you can't, if you can't try

To fall in love with yourself too.

I was full of life, uh —

I was full of lies too.

Every song aside, I'm a bad earning and I fail.

I was full of lies.

Tell me if you can't, if you can't

Try to fall in love with yourself too.

I was full of life, uh —

I was full of lies too.

Every song aside, I'm a bad earning and I fail.

I was full of lies.

Short times, every day goes flying

Long nights, I spend them out lying

Five months, I spend them out crying

Fresh air—how lucky am I

Sleeping problems, voices in my head

Please just take me home

Take me home

Take me home

Take me home I don't know what is wrong

Voices talking, it's not my phone

Candle lights light my home

Staring at the wall, staying at home

My friends—I miss them all